Looks like the Tumblr app for iPhone is getting better. I might use it more often now :)

Everything is such a blur now. I felt like I’m such a bad bad boy, but I’m so liking it. 

Thanks dear, although I didn’t know how we got to this state, but I sincerely love it. :) 

Thank you so much for everything. 

KRSteppers reunion is today, but something isn’t right. I’m not good at gatherings. I won’t really know who to talk to and what to talk about.
I’m afraid that I would accidentally offend people as well. Sigh… akward.

Got injured countless times this week. Getting injured is not fun at all! No training, getting lazy and fat on my bed. Even going to the toilet seems like climbing a Mountain.

The saddest part is that I’ll get super insecure when I get injured. People may think that I’m faking it, that I’m actually injuring myself on purpose to escape from stuff, to get sympathy. Even though no one actually tells me that, my thoughts will run wild and think all sorts of ugly thoughts.

How can I banish this sort of feeling?

When you’re emo, everything seems wrong and against you.

Sucks to be emo. Sucks to be alone. Sucks to be me.

Damn. A whole night of fever, stomach aches, headaches, and diarrhea (I managed to spell it correctly now, thanks to all those practices with SMSes to friends and family) is so not fun. :( 

Anyway, I still got out of bed to send my BFF off to New York. Won’t be seeing her for quite some time. So sad. :(

A random Geylang supper trip entailed right after. I just took bits of everything, constantly reminding myself of the amount of fats and carbs I’m taking in. Fat = No good. Moreover, I still haven’t fully recover from my stomach aches yet. :(

Next week is Camp Week! Time to have fun! Hope I’ll recover in time. Damn you diarrhea. 

Things seem to change rather fast these days. In one week, I was slacking around with nothing to do. In another week, I was having dance practices, cheer trainings, committee meetings, and work. Maybe I haven’t been that busy in a while. My stamina is BAD BAD BAD…

NUS internet sucks big time too. Haven’t been able to get a good connection nowadays. I’ll keep on getting disconnected, and in some really bad days, I can’t get a connection at all. :(

Hope things will get better soon, I’m so tired and mentally drained. 

Things haven’t been well for me. I was busy packing up and moving out in one day, and the next day, I was encumbered with all these stupid nonsense, just makes me wanna scream.

I lost my friend’s trolley yesterday, and it wasn’t even my fault at all. Out of kindness, I kind of passed it to someone who is in dire need of it, and I told her specifically to put it back at the correct location. Well, she didn’t and in fact, she loaned it so someone else. And now it’s totally gone! Don’t you just hate that?

Then I had dirt all over my calves and foot while walking on a wet road. I have no holiday job yet, coz no one wants a person who can only work for 2 weeks. 

I have no room to put all my belongings, and my card key doesn’t work, so I have no access to the hall. I haven’t been doing my regular runs, and I feel like a big blob. 

My life just sucks now. :(